Tuesday 30 December 2014

The black clothes

In my childhood I discovered the life, through my family in my house where I can find the laughers, the happiness and the compassion in their eyes, just when I look to my dad or my mom I can feel we live in the heaven not in just simple house, also my friends we have fun together all the times, before sleeping time I take my doll within my hug to talk with her tell her what had happened all day, but when you find suddenly the black clothes , the sadness and the tears in the eyes of the family and find who loves disappeared from the image I can’t believe that and I feel I live within nightmare but actually I discovered this the first time to know the real life.

Monday 29 December 2014

The challenge

I like the challenge of impossible. I like to do which there is no anyone can do that. I like to be different with the others because I feel I have the talent to do many things to satisfy my self-esteem. I know through any adventure or critical decision I will face the risk which maybe great risk, sometimes I like that when I hear the all say he’s crazy man to do that, Yes, I'm crazy because I always like my dreams and I believe these dreams it’s signs to guide me to do that. I can resist my fears to continue my challenge. Maybe my soul pushes me to do that to find new values in my life and find the happiness through this challenge. I hope to make all dreams to be real. I just have my intelligence and my soul plus stick with hope and this is my secret weapon.

Friday 26 December 2014

Our Islam

Islam is celestial message was founded on the principle of love, goodness, faith and good deeds and that all people are equal regardless of color, race or place for that we are all sons of Adam and the difference between one person and another is the good deeds good handling and the love of Allah that is the true Islam although we find many Muslims understand Islam with wrong way and think the core of Islam is Jihad and forget everything about forgiveness and the mercy among the people. Islam has deep philosophy about how we can choose our ways to the heaven through our dealings and our ability for forgiveness and ask the people to forgive us. To find the way for humanity through Islam in whole the world, if you hate Islam, Just think for a moment and look for the truth even find it.

Thursday 25 December 2014

The key

I loved you baby and you do not know anything about my feelings toward to you. I just keep with your love within my heart. I fly to your sky to ask Allah about your love. I asked a wise man about your secret to win with your heart. He told me that the key to your heart is a star luminous fell in the sea of love under the crying of the moon due to your broken heart. He told me you can’t do anything and advises me to forget you because the sky touches your heart and I’m just simple human. So I will not be desperate and for you I will go into all the perils and difficulties even to dedicate this star to your heart maybe I can see your smile again and feel with my presence around you which give me chance to be close to your heart. Maybe I find my love inside it.

Tuesday 23 December 2014

In the future

The waiting in itself may be very difficult to wait someone or just event in your life at least for me because I don’t like the surprise and I don’t like to be reactive but I prefer to be proactive to take my chance to take my time to think with deeply way and take my decision. But the destiny doesn’t give us this chance to avoid the unknown. This event may be changing your life completely maybe good maybe badly. You do not know what will happen in the future which will make you in a state of tension. With your hand is nothing to do except waiting for the actions of fate with you but at least pray to Allah to give you the goodness.

Monday 22 December 2014

On my way

I still wait you on the way.I wait this day when you come to find me in the same place and my heart fill of your feelings and my love. Actullay I have no anyone to hear me or touch my heart like you. Here I'm alone without you just your words about my love I still hear it within my heart. There is no one can understand my sensations to wipe my tears like you. I prepared my bag which full of with your love,memories and happiness. My bag like the heaven for me . It's just my world and my dreams with you. When I open my bag I can see your features in everything within my bag. I can smell your perfume and your flowers which bloom everyday within my bag. When I open my bag I can see my future with you only. I left my pains,sorrows and my past behind my back because you promised me you will come back for me to take me from my hand to love's land to be together forever. My heart everyday tell me that you will never give up me because I live within you. Maybe I'm crazy to wait you all this time. Even my hair will lose the golden color to be gray I will wait your returning. Here I will wait the sun to rise for my love to tell me you will back again for me. I still wait you from long time and really i close my eyes because if this is dream i like to live in this dream forever my lovely

Just memories

Everyone has memories box may you keep with it in someplace like me or maybe you keep with it within your mind to be top secret for you forever. When I found my memories box I found it covered by dust but still my memories alive within my mind. In my memories box I remembered those roses that carry your perfume among pages of the book about love stories and remember when we read these stories together to see your smile when I say I love you like these stories, and I thought that our story will be a page in those books as well as your letters and your kind words with warm feelings. When I opened my memories box I feel I saw your eyes to tell me my heart fill of your love. I still remember your smile to me when I tell you I love you my baby.

Sunday 21 December 2014

A harmony with the nature

The harmony with the nature is very difficult objective for anyone attempt to find the way to the nature. Many people attempted to do that but unfortunately they failed because you need special kind of communications to understand the harmony and the music which control in every element within this nature even yourself. When your soul with high purity and clear to interact with the nature its high level of communication with elements of the nature which needs deep meditation to listen to every sound comes around you, just close your eyes and sit without movement to exceed all barriers between you and the nature, if you succeed in that you will hear the voice of the birds like songs and the sound of the sea like a whispered. Your soul will be like those birds will fly there in your sky and you will have the wings which carries your soul into the clouds.

Saturday 20 December 2014

The feast day

Although I’m not optimistic in the most times but sometimes I feel with the optimism and I feel I’m extrovert man about this life so I will advise you to think of every day as a feast day for you.It’s amazing feeling when you wake up and find yourself is happy and need more happiness for you and all people around you.  Always wait the sunrise to feel with its born attended those roses and flowers at that moment ask about your family and your friends and just say I’m happy to share this moment with you at the beginning of a new day. Just start with one feeling and one sentence to say it to all (Good morning) it’s just simple sentence but it will be as gift from you to all to spread the happiness around you because we can decide this day will be wonderful day or bad day like the rest of life and this our decision if we need changing our life

Friday 19 December 2014

Just be a fighter

Our life is just a great battle we should face all the enemies on its land to decide if we will live regarding to our wishes or we will live in the darkness forever so should be a fighter. Be a knight and kill your fears within your heart, just discover you have brave heart and you can exclaim to find your way to the victor. Just accept the challenge to discover your internal powers, just stand against your fear to fight it. Don’t cry or scream because you can’t fight as a real man but you can do that if you believe with your ability to be the winner and get the capture from your enemies and do not be a coward afraid of any one attack you. Do not live a coward but make your death be honorably because we all will die by the end so let all your enemies know that you have brave heart and from now write one sentence on your grave (Here this place for brave man) when you start your fight Use your mind and your faith with yourself and be smart to be victorious Forever.

Thursday 18 December 2014

I will leave forever

Today in the morning my mom woke up me to tell me we will leave our home and I should prepare my clothes and my toys to take it with me but she didn’t tell me how can I take my memories, my friends and my flowers with me? She said only we will catch the train, we will leave our home forever really I can't believe I will not see my friends again and their smiles where we play beside the lake with my dog. Now I will never wake up with rapid way to my window when I hear my dog to tell me my friends here beside the lake to play. I will miss my toys and my favorite goat and the sun when it comes on through the window in early morning to wake up me. My flowers will never bloom for me again it will wilt from its sadness about me. Now I will miss the spontaneous in everything around me.  Really I will miss everything here and my soul I think it will not leave this place to stay here forever.

Wednesday 17 December 2014

My way

Every day I attempt to evaluate my performance in this life and ask myself one question about I chose my right way or not. Every day I discover I chose the wrong way and I can’t change it. Maybe I can’t because I have many reasons I can consider it as milestone in my way to change. But always I have my dream about my way in this life so I hope to find my way in this life so like this gangway among the trees and flowers to smell its perfumes in the early morning and the sun still shines with its golden light with clear sky and white clouds. I’m not care if I will be alone in my way, because I don’t want more pains or suffering in my way, but it is important to find my dreams, because I will find the hope which lead me to my happiness and my joys, such as those of the sun with its light at the end of the road.

Tuesday 16 December 2014

A world of serenity

When I sit near to the sea I can feel with the horizon which push me to find my way to it to release my soul to fly there so I like to sit alone to find the convergent point there. Sometimes when I close our eyes we find ourselves at the convergent point of the heaven and the land and my feeling that I do not belong to the land and I will never back again to our lives on the land, just I swim between the heaven and the land there near to this point and the time stopped at this moment. Really I would like to stop the time because I don’t want miss more lovers for me on the land so I feel I will the secret there to avoid missing more lovers for me. Every one of us alone there without friends or lovers just we wait to see the angels to ask them about our destiny. In this moment we will become souls without bodies. We will feel alone in a world of serenity.

Monday 15 December 2014

Their eyes

Everyone maybe face some sadness in his childhood but if he faced disaster in his childhood he can feels with the children more than the others. Because this is our history and our experience with sadness we can’t forget it by easy way so when you see this looking in the eyes of any child you should know that he began to discover the life around him and this child passed from his childhood to real life, the love, compassion Committee and the warm feelings have disappeared around him and he will remember it like memories about his childhood. Unfortunately this is the starting point for the grief, the pains and injustice of those life he will see frown faces without smiles and cruelty which fill of the hearts no mercy there. This is the life.

Sunday 14 December 2014

To touch us

Indeed I missed many hands in my life especially my dad but I feel he is still near to me and he can hear my prayers for him so In the life of every one hands affectionate always we need it to touch us with the kindness and love of it because we created to suffer from everything in this life and all the times we face the stress and the depression. Sometime we can resist but in many times we need hands to touch us to continue our life even the end. Always we run away from our problems, our grief and pain to just feel with safety among those hands compassionate. May be these hands for your dad, your mom or your lover may still be alive and may be in the heaven or we miss him or her, but when we feel we need those hands compassionate sure we will find it, even if in our dreams.

Saturday 13 December 2014

Children like angels

In my childhood I remember the little girl was very beautiful and I felt this girl like the angel because she was very sensitive and I remember my best wishes just play with her or watch her smile. I did my best to be friend for her but I failed to do that so the children like angels in everything because they have hearts own pure feelings of innocent. They do not know lust or greed just they know the love in their life and the smiles, the laughs and the happiness with others. The meanings of the love for them is not just kisses or hugs or just say I love you to make love with her. The children like angels, the love based on longing and yearning for the other partner because he or she likes to be very close to who feel with him or her only by happiness, just to create their world from pure feelings to feel with pleasure and the joy so the children like angels.

Friday 12 December 2014

The reflection

Many friends think about my obsessed with flowers and roses is trivial thing and I’m superficial because I like to write about my feelings about my love for the flowers and the roses. Really now I’m not care about their opinions because I created my world with my flowers only.  Many people believe that who interested in roses and flowers or keep with flowers at home or even some pictures about roses on the walls in their houses to be human just to feel with the happiness. Actually they don’t feel with the happiness around them, maybe it’s true but this is not in all cases.  I believe with the positive power of roses and flowers to treat all cases of sadness and depression just give you chance every day to meditate for 5 minutes or dedicate some of these flowers to someone you love him or her sure you will find change in your life because the roses and flowers are the gift from Allah and a source of calm and rest the soul.

Thursday 11 December 2014

Beside the mountains

I hope to spend the spring beside these mountains where I can see the white tops which covered by snow which shines by the light of the sun in the spring. In the spring I can discover new meanings for the life and different aspects of the life which create the happiness within our hearts. In the spring I can see a the flowers spread in the valley which become harmonious colors with green lands which cover the valley and watching the sheep when they eat and play together without any fears because  the dogs guard them. In this valley I can see in every direction specific beauty related to this place only. I feel everything in the valley is happy because of the coming of spring. I can breathe to fill my lungs with fresh air to feel with peace with my soul and my heart. Here I can find new feelings to change my life to the better.

It's a beautiful

It is beautiful to live beside to the lake when you wake up every day you can see from the window of your room this magnificent scene spring breeze fills the place smell of the flowers and sitting next to the lake among trees and listening to voices of the birds. I would like to find my pleasure there near to the lake to watch the movements of the trees due to the winds which let these trees dance together like children play together.  Just meditate this wonderful scene to find the peace to your mind. Afternoon get your hook to catch a big fish for dinner at this place you will learn the patience. At this place you will find everything is all serenity and happiness, it’s just dream for me.

Wednesday 10 December 2014

Change the fate

Always I have a conviction and feeling that I will change the fate of my life because I’m not happy and I feel I have chains around my neck and I can’t find the space to breathe. I will do what I love. My soul told me that someday you will find your dreams again to fly afar with wings of the happiness. I will be free without instructions or restrictions of people. I will have a new beginning for another place or new way from who causes the pains, the sorrow and conquer. I have my embedded conceptual about that.  I will start my new way to another world, the whole love, happiness and freedom to the world of each of the inhabited possesses the heart of the whole the love and the goodness and owns the conscience of the change may be such Sailor in middle of the ocean.

Tuesday 9 December 2014

Near to the river

Indeed I have many dreams and I think I need living in many places in the same time I don’t know how but I think my soul does that where it can imagine and fly to all these places to find the pleasure there. I always dream that I would live close to the trees and the river, In the early morning I will wake up about the sounds of birds chirps around me in order to tell me I have a wonderful new day to enjoy with the sun I will take my hook and my boat to go to the middle of the river where I can watch the fishes when they play around my hook and see the birds when they pick the fishes from the river to eat it. In the middle of the river I can feel with the silence to find the chance to meditate the nature and catch the fish during that I will follow the movements of the birds that want to kidnap my fishes from me but I will not allow them to do that because these fishes for my dinner and for my cats too. There I will find the peace with my soul which I missed it from long time. It's lovely dream.

Monday 8 December 2014

Alone on my seat

Every day I visit the garden to touch this old seat to remember my memories with you on this old seat. On this old seat I sit to remember you and found the tears fill of my eyes again. Beside this old seat all flowers when see me wilt for my sadness because these flowers can feel with my feelings my baby.  Do you remember this seat my baby. I still remember the first time when I sat close to you and looking at your eyes to ask you about your name. Your arrow touched my heart and every day I was waiting you near to see you. I still remember when I touched your hand when I was sitting very close to you in order to tell you about my love and see the light of your eyes and charming smile with shame, which full of your face. Now the seat became empty without you just me alone sit on this seat and touch your place with my hand to feel with your soul. Unfortunately I don’t have anything except my memories with you my baby.

Sunday 7 December 2014

Dreams of the childhood

In our childhood we had dreams like to be butterflies or musician to create awesome tones such as those tones that we know on the old piano in the garden I still remember that when me and my friends were playing our music to spend some moments of the happiness and the pleasure. I still hear our laughter and our smiles when we get some of moments of fun and dance on the music of those melodies. Now my friends became as memories just old images without colors just blurry images within my mind. I still keep only with the old piano in the same place to visit it in the garden to touch its fingers and hear its tones again to fill the place with the memories from my mind maybe their souls hear these tones again and live here like a roses in the garden.

Saturday 6 December 2014

I still wait

I do not find any one in my life to be my friend. Really I haven’t real friend to give me the hope or listen to my complains about this life except the night. Indeed the night is not physical friend for me but we have some sort of communications to feel we are real friends. I like to meditate the stars and the moon to tell it about my feelings. In every time the moon smiles to tell me more love stories. The moon asks the stars to let me listening to groans sweethearts throughout the ages and how much I loved love for the same, but I still alone without lover within all these tales about the love. I do not find still now the lover who can deserves my feelings and my heart or take me to pass bridge of the love to the dreams land, but stars smile to me and draw heart-shaped for giving me the hope someday my dreams will be true for me only.

Friday 5 December 2014

His promise

He swore to me beside to this the rock which we met beside it in the first time and the kept with all our memories and our feelings to be alive forever and tell all lovers about our love story. He swore to me by sailing at the seas and oceans to face all the difficulties and all monsters which live in the oceans or the seas. He swore he will face all the demos which live on all isolated island to look for at every place  which may be known or unknown to find the magic star which had fallen from the heaven when the moon was crying when the devil stole it’s light. He will bring this star to make it as necklace to express about his love to me. This necklace will light all the darkness to give the moon its smile again. He promised me I will wear this star around my neck In order to illuminate those nights and all the lovers see it in every place.

Beside the sea

In my teens I read and heard many romantic stories and novels about the love which lives close to the sea. The lovers always sit beside to the sea to learn the lessons of the adoration of the sea. Yes when I close to the sea I can feel with change in my feelings because when I’m alone I can remember my memories about my life which mostly sad memories. There I can see many lovers alone and they look to the sea without reactions just look to the sea.  Always a moment of the sunset I sit near to the sea on my favorite rock to remember the stories of the lovers and I hope the sea gives me this chance to write my story too and finding who owns my heart forever even that I will still waiting him forever.

Thursday 4 December 2014

White angels

My love I miss you so much and I still have nostalgia to our memories when we were together. I have the missing for your love when you were still between my arms.  I know this is true you will never come back again to my warm hug, although my heart still tell me one thing and repeat all the times because my heart resist this truth and my heart believes with your emotions. My heart told me you will come back again, In every moment I wait you because all my feelings miss you and my heart still tell me don’t believe that, my mind refuse my wishes about your returning and this gives me more sadness to live within my heart but I will do my heart like as white angels to be like these white birds to fly in this sky to call you to come back again for me. These white angels will be like my pure love to search about you in all over the places and the skies or even on the isolated islands and I will ask every creature in this world to tell you one message I will die without you, my baby.

Wednesday 3 December 2014

The butterfly

From my childhood I ask myself many questions about the butterflies which fly around the flowers only. There is no doubt that the life of a butterfly is very short but it is wonderful life and the same time the butterfly is lucky because the butterfly spends its life among flowers and roses, sometime I close my eyes to imagine myself like a butterfly with amazing and sensitive wings and just fly from flower to another to touch its leaflets and hear its song and the secrets about the life, so the butterfly feels with what is beautiful and gorgeous colors with compatibility and flowing perfume of those flowers as well as nectar which is the cause of more beauty in our lives.

In the same place

My baby if you still remember our favorite place I will wait you in the same place and the same table, I will never change my habits which related to our love which give me good reason to wait you and continue my life for my love. Always I will have special flower every day for you like last time in this place when you decided to leave me without return when you decided to leave  my heart without reason. I can’t forget this moment when you broke my heart without real reason but I know you will never do that and my heart told she is angel and she will back to recovery break my heart because we are one soul with two wings. My baby I can’t live without my soul so I will wait you to give me the life again. My baby don’t forget your promise me we will live together in our magic world on the moon, my heart told me you will back again and I will wait you until my last day, even my hair become gray I will wait you.

Tuesday 2 December 2014

The meaning of happiness

The meaning of happiness for me like this little girl has a wonderful smile sense of nature and fun for the happiness only, optimism fills the eyes and her look of love for the future just without pains or sorrow, the happiness like this little girl when she shares the others in everything to find more happiness and pleasure to learn the adults how we can find our happiness with others not with ourselves only, the children in my life are a symbols or candles of the happiness that I can touch and feel it around me even in the darkest nights in my life. Yes in every moment I search about the happiness to escape from all stress and I can touch my beginning to this way through their eyes which like a gate to another world I can find angels there with me without worries or sorrows so I would like to spend the rest of my life with them to see everything with clarity. Just pleasure and happiness. Just dreams and wishes there with these children.

Among my ribs

I will dedicate my heart so that when I find you, I still keep my emotions like the river runs to give you the life. My feelings are pure like the snow without sins because I still keep with my humanity. Baby I will dedicate the power which lives among my ribs which is my pure heart created by hands of the angels of love is filled with emotions that were not known before. So I have embedded conceptual about my love will be like the heaven which we can live there with angels of love. Just search about me to find all my sensations about the love but you should have the same heart to find me within all people. I’m simple man but this man has a great heart like angels. When you look at my eyes you will know me. I will wait you to give you all these feelings to find your way to the happiness. In this moment you will be my soul when you accept my heart.

Monday 1 December 2014

Our pictures

My friend today when I search in my old things I found our pictures. Indeed I meditated it for long time to remember many things which we liked it and we lost it with many things like our innocence. Today I discovered I missed many awesome things from our childhood but I still I have our pictures. I found old album where I still keep with our pictures in our childhood I still remember our memories when we found our way to happiness and our dreams. In these pictures I found our smiles and your flower which you were dedicating it for me every day to put this flower within my hair. Now I don’t know anything about you and sure you will never read these words about our memories but I still keep with your smile within my heart like these pictures because I still remember our heaven. May be you still in this heaven with your smiles and your flowers where you find your eternal happiness with your angels. I know I left this heaven from long time to pass in my life through the hell. I will not forget your pure heart when you touch my tears to remove the sadness from eyes.  Really I missed you from long time but I still keep with my feelings when you meet me with your smile and your eyes which were shining like crystals. I still remember when you run to hold me to tell me in my ear. I missed you my friend. I’m here for you don’t forget that and my heart will be for you forever.

The moon

I like to wait the moon when it is full, because I feel that it is complete for me only. I think the moon celebrates with me to feel me I’m here for you only not for anyone other. Maybe the moon can touch my soul and feels with my feelings, just like we are in a romantic meeting it shows in the best picture of it as well as I wear the most beautiful what I have from clothes to see me like a queen. I wait the moon to tell me (you are my best friend and my love forever) , In this night I feel the moon very close to the earth to tell the moon everything about my broken heart maybe the moon can feel with me and takes me one day there with it to live within its heart like a great diamond to compensate me about my suffering Forever.

Sunday 30 November 2014

Every morning

Every morning I sit near to my balcony to open my eyes about beautiful flowers in our garden and to watch the light of the sun fills the place with pleasure where I can hear the birds when these birds sing among the trees. In the early morning I would like to read my favorite book about famous love stories which you dedicate it as a first gift with my favorite rose for me , every morning I wait this moment when you pass near to my balcony to see you like this sun in my life, such as every morning to dedicate my favorite red rose which I wait it every day to touch your fingers my love plus your smile when you tell me that this morning will be a wonderful morning because you saw me today, I can’t tell you with my feelings in this moment which is very special for me, really I hope the time stop forever when you pass close to me to touch your hand forever.

Every night

In every night in the same place and on the same rock near to the sea I sit to watch all ships which come to the port. I sit waiting for the ship which comes every night to ask all passengers about you maybe I find someone tells me more tales about you. Every night I pray to my Allah to achieve my wish in this night maybe this ship will tell me something about you or someone gives me a letter from my love to me. Although I did not receive any letter since your decision to sail. I’m not desperate because  my heart tells me that someday would find letter is coming with those ships, someone will tell me you still love me and you will never forget me, someone will tell me that the yearning to me more than all the oceans so I will be back again to you.

Saturday 29 November 2014

Just simple lover

How can I look within your eyes and touch this depth?. I’m not diver to discover your depth and I’m not expert to describe your eyes, you have all types of the magic in your eyes and your heart like a temple many hermits knock on its door every day.  How can I resist although I fond of those eyes?. Really I can’t because I would like to be follower for you in every place because I see the sun too follow you in every place. Can I say my baby for you? I think no because my heart can't bear more shocks. I have weak heart to endure your feelings and I satisfy with your glances for me. I’m not optimistic to wish someday you can feel with my sensations about you so I can't tell you my secrets about your love or open my heart for more shocks because I’m just simple lover in your temple.  How can I feel you with my love although you have a lot of lovers say poems in your eyes and I'm like young child forgets his words in front of you, baby.

My honey

My honey here in this moment I feel I own this life and my way to happiness and love. Indeed I can’t describe my feelings about this moment. I would like to exclaim to tell all lovers I found my love and my way to the heaven. Now I can see my way with clarity within your eyes. Just give me your adaptability to find this way in every moment. Just give me your smile to delete all pains which I found it in my life before I found you. Sure I will never feel again with sadness or grief because I found my love within your eyes and I heart your heart beats with my name when I hold you now. In your way I will implant the flowers on the both sides to see it’s bloom in the morning to feel with pleasure and remember me and my love. My honey you will find your warmth within my hugs like me too. If you will accept my love forever I will give you my like a flower to feel with my heart when it beats you’re your name. Baby just look at my eyes to discover the heaven on this land sure just cross my bridge to this heaven will be in my heart. Baby.


The lady

I was waiting on the platform for the train which comes from the east where I wait my friend to meet him and take him to my house.  I didn’t expect to see the most beautiful woman in the world comes out of the train I felt I see the moon like full moon comes out from this train. In this moment I forgot my friend, when she passed close to me and smelled her perfume.  Really I can't move or even look to my friend  because my soul went with her and left me alone to think about what I saw it’s real or the sun stroke me. I felt I lost my mind for a second and my heart beats with strong way even when my friend came and caught my shoulder.  I didn't feel with him and I didn’t hear any word from him to me.  Suddenly I went toward to her and I said to her…… Please I have question for you my lady ….. She looked to me and said what your question is? ... I said….. Do I see an angel stand in front of me or that I had died and went to Paradise? ) she smiled to me and then she went on her way again without answer for my question.

Friday 28 November 2014

Our reflections

In our dreams we can't see everything like a real life because our dreams are just reflections about our feelings or our internal tensions .The dreams you can consider it as a gate to understand something is mysterious about our secrets specially in our childhood because maybe you haven’t any memories about your childhood but your subconscious mind still keeps with it due to great shock. So all the times we wish imagination what we want but unfortunately it’s our decision only to control about that. Because our subconscious mind like a deep ocean so in the most times our dreams became worst from our real life. So we can close our eyes to create our dreams to achieve our wishes within it.

I miss you

I miss you my love, it’s true and I can’t hide my feelings about you for long time, I miss your words that always make me in the land of dreams, I miss your smile which like a sun in my life, I miss your eyes which I can touch the love within it only,  I miss the touch of your hand when you meet me near to the sea to touch my hand with your lips and look at my eyes to tell me ( I’m here from long time because I can’t live without and I miss you in every moment and I’m nothing without you ) Now I can’t empower these memories to live it again with you and I can’t find a way to back the time again to feel with your warmth. Just now I know the taste of separation and love sickness. Now I can feel with alienation without you. I promise you my baby my heart will stop without you.

Like a flower

Baby you are like a flower in my life whenever I see you I can see the colors of the flowers in your eyes and the beauty of the flower in your smile, I feel with your perfume as a like flowers perfume gives me a touch of hope in my life. Your beauty like aspect of the magic or like the flower from the heaven. When I am closing to you to touch your features I feel I touch amazing leaflets of flowers, something like a magic in your words like a spell which attract me more to your love. Your are like the  flowers bloom when these flowers  feel with sunrise, I’m lucky when I can see you and sit near to you to feel with that because it’s like awesome dream for me and I fear someday I wake up from this dream and I can’t find you near to me. I will enjoy with every moment with you and forget my destiny because I will live my life like a moment with you so I can't describe you because you are my rose baby.