Saturday 31 January 2015

The night

Sometime I like my feeling about the horror and feel your heart beats with strong and rapid way. So if you think to live this feeling I think the jungle will be good place to examine this feeling about the fearing and the horror. A scary night in the jungle, despite the appearance of the moon because the specter of fear surrounds you like a dark feel that the ghosts hovering around you even you can feel with moving of trees around you or when you see the eyes of the animal reflect the light of the moon to give you impression about something follow among the trees and the sounds of birds of the darkness make your heart like the drums of war maybe all that just illusions in our minds due to our feedback about the movies which we watch it every day so I prefer the forest in the sunlight to remember all tales and stories about the love and the magic in the forests

Friday 23 January 2015

The nature

Really I have special relation with the nature and I can touch all kinds of the beauty within the nature by soul and I think this great gift from Allah to me. The beauty of nature is very strange and not easy to understand the mystery which covers everything in the nature. Maybe due to the diversity which includes many elements and factors that make you stand to watch and then to meditate it for a moment. You will find tenderness in flowers and greatness in the trees but the mountains you feel some little with a fear and the awe and feel like you are not willing to be alone among the mountains. But if you meditate that you will discover that it's really amazing and you should spend some of time to meditate this beauty.

Thursday 22 January 2015

Our existence

How I can feel with everything in the universe? It's difficult question for me because I think about the relation between our souls and this universe and this fact if you think about that you will find this relation in your life, And we are in our bodies we cannot feel just some of the things in that nature, But when our souls will be liberated wandering everywhere in this great universe will we feel we can travel through the time and the space, We will inhabit the high mountains and the depths of the ocean, we will live in absolute freedom.

Wednesday 21 January 2015

Your love

I feel the love created just for you ,I think you do not belong to humans I think you are angel or maybe you are just flower born of tones of nature , Your heart like a leaflet of flower with the beauty of rose and your eyes like emeralds , Your smile carry happiness for every one can look at your face, Who said that there is human beings might be able to have all the love in all love stories through his heart to give you this love but I do not have anything except my heart and my rose for you.Just accept my heart to find the light full of your life and my rose to find all the secrets about the love and the happiness. Although I’m just simple man but still I have my emotions like the snow with it’s white color. Just touch my heart to see your future with my love and your way to the happiness my love.

Tuesday 20 January 2015

Small child

I'm just a small child my friend but I have a great treasure from everything you can need it in your life. I can give you the love and pleasure. I feel with you and I know you are so sad and miss the happiness in your features also the peace of mind, Please don't be sad my friend come to me because I have the keys of love and happiness when you see my smile and my laughs come to my eyes and look inside it. To give you my spell to touch your heart. My spell will clean your heart from all pains.  You will find the paradise my friend, please accept that flower from me and ask about one wish to keep within your mind and just touch the leaflets because every leaflet has specific spell to give new feeling my friend. Just put my flower close to your heart because my flower has all the love, happiness and my pure heart to you my friend

Monday 19 January 2015

My wishes

I wish to live on the isolated island at least two years without any communications or humans around me to relieve my soul from l my sins and get my heart pure again. There I will forget all my pressure and stress which like the slowly death. Just other friends not are humans but friends from the nature, I dream with my freedom to enjoy with the nature and clear water with turquoise color, I will spend my day on the beach to enjoy with shine sun and swim in this water which is very clear to touch the fishes within the water. I will climb the trees to hear the birds around me, I will try to catch some fish, I will climb the trees and the palm to see the horizon. Every day I will eat the coconut because I like it very much. In the night I will watch the stars and the moon to discover many tales about me, there I will forget what I did and what another people did with me just get my humanity again during my meditation there.


Sunday 18 January 2015

Sure i miss you

I miss you my love, it’s true and I can’t hide my feelings about you for long time, I miss your words that always make me in the land of dreams, I miss your smile which like a sun in my life, I miss your eyes which I can touch the love within it only,  I miss the touch of your hand when you meet me near to the sea to touch my hand with your lips and look at my eyes to tell me ( I’m here from long time because I can’t live without and I miss you in every moment and I’m nothing without you ) Now I can’t empower these memories to live it again with you and I can’t find a way to back the time again to feel with your warmth. Just now I know the taste of separation and love sickness. Now I can feel with alienation without you. I promise you my baby my heart will stop without you.

Wednesday 14 January 2015

You are my flower

Baby you are like a flower in my life whenever I see you I can see the colors of the flowers in your eyes and the beauty of the flower in your smile, I feel with your perfume as a like flowers perfume gives me a touch of hope in my life. Your beauty like aspect of the magic or like the flower from the heaven. When I am closing to you to touch your features I feel I touch amazing leaflets of flowers, something like a magic in your words like a spell which attract me more to your love. Your are like the  flowers bloom when these flowers  feel with sunrise, I’m lucky when I can see you and sit near to you to feel with that because it’s like awesome dream for me and I fear someday I wake up from this dream and I can’t find you near to me. I will enjoy with every moment with you and forget my destiny because I will live my life like a moment with you so I can't describe you because you are my rose baby.

Tuesday 13 January 2015

Under the sun

I like to spend my time among all these green fields. I would like to spend my life here so I will wait you in these green fields of wheat under those clouds which carry the rains and the goodness, just to touch the hope and the love with me here in these fields, I will wait you to share me this moment and to give me this chance to see raindrops falling on your angel's face to touch your brilliant smile, I will wait you to put your head on my shoulder and your wet hair to fall the drops of rain among my hugs, I will hold with my arm more even I feel with your heart beats beat like my heart. I need touch your beats to hear my name and my love to be sure you will spend your life here among these entire green fields with me. I will not leave you escape from my hug even I can feel with your breath to be one soul forever.

Monday 12 January 2015

All the time

Often I think of you in all times even in my dreams I think of you, when I'm alone I see you close to me and look at my eyes to tell me you can feel with my feelings and about my love for you because I am in fact, I can’t say that direct to you,  Always I look at your eyes to understand my warm feelings to tell you I miss you even when I’m close to you , my shame prevent me to tell you about that because it’s the first time for me to feel with that. All the times I attempt to find way to tell you why I’m silent in your presence. Every time I prepare my words to tell it but all words die on my lips so I suffer from my shame. But when you feel with my heart and tell me I love you my baby in this moment I can look at your eyes to say I love you too my soul.

Sunday 11 January 2015

My battle

Every day I have new battle with new wounds. Every day I lose more feelings and more emotions from my heart. Sometimes I win the battle but the most of time I lose my land for my enemies. In every battle I strive to find the victor but I get more pains about my battles. Now I feel I’m like the old wolf which loses his power every day. I will dedicate this flower for myself because I feel frustrated and I need a lot of luck, happiness and optimism in these days because I feel that I fight windmills with sword of wood. The armies of darkness, evil and hatred attack me alone in the battle, I can’t see anyone beside me except my soul which gives me the power to continue this battle, yes I’m weak human but I have my voice to scream and pray to call the power of the goodness from the sky to help me in my battle of destiny, I wish I could find around me who believes with this idea about the goodness and the happiness for humans to be real humans, Maybe I'm pessimistic.

Saturday 10 January 2015

Like flower

Baby you are like a flower in my life whenever I see you I can see the colors of the flowers in your eyes and the beauty of the flower in your smile, I feel with your perfume as a like flowers perfume gives me a touch of hope in my life. Your beauty like aspect of the magic or like the flower from the heaven. When I am closing to you to touch your features I feel I touch amazing leaflets of flowers, something like a magic in your words like a spell which attract me more to your love. Your are like the  flowers bloom when these flowers  feel with sunrise, I’m lucky when I can see you and sit near to you to feel with that because it’s like awesome dream for me and I fear someday I wake up from this dream and I can’t find you near to me. I will enjoy with every moment with you and forget my destiny because I will live my life like a moment with you so I can't describe you because you are my rose baby.

Friday 9 January 2015

Sure like that

I would like to see my life like this way full of colors of happiness, joy and touch of magic, I need my way in this life like a dream I can draw my life and create who share me from humans with pure heart full of real love, in this way I can hear laughs and I can see people  smile and help others, in this way I can see feelings like angels fly around the all without evils or bad behavior with poor or weak people, it’s just dream or wishes within my mind but really my life never like that it's like a desert you can hear screams and crying, you feel with greed or hatred instead of roses, you can touch the pains and sorrow instead of flower. Although my life like a desert and I suffer from that all the times and I find more worries and pains every day but I have the hope and I will not give up this hope which lives within my heart so I will try but It’s my real life and I fear I will die without change it. I see many people died without achieving their dreams or change their way to the better. I don’t be like them and I don’t want die like unknown person so I will strive to change this desert to this way full of flowers and roses for me and all my lovers.

Wednesday 7 January 2015

Our feelings

When you miss our conscience and leave our morals, our principles in order to get to the lust for money or a beautiful woman or sexy lady or anything makes us like animals. In this moment you feel with exciting or you got about the victor because the devils which live within your mind give you this impression. It’s easy to do something bad but not easy to do something good to prove you are human, because in this moment you fight your devils and your soul which pushes you to do something wrong. It’s not easy to fight all these powers but if you did that you will be real hero but when you down in the underworld swamp you will become like books with titles of humanity has disappeared from the dust that covers those books properly, You may be able to fool humans for money or a woman to lust, but you will lose yourself forever.

Tuesday 6 January 2015

Without you

I'm alone without you my baby, it’s very bad sensation when I feel with lonely and miss someone in my life. I strived to forget my sadness and my pains to get new beginning for my life but I can’t.  Every day I come to the sea to ask him about you but the sea didn’t tell me anything about you just its waves come to touch my feet, maybe the sea wants to tell me something about you but I can’t understand it, maybe I will spend my all life to ask the sea about you and I will be patient because I can’t forget you. Really I miss my soul because I miss you. I miss your voice when you ask me to hold me, and how I can feel with the warmth without your hugs. In this moment I feel the heaven is between your arms and the life without you like a hell my baby just remember I will wait you forever.

Monday 5 January 2015

The promise

He swore to me beside to this the rock which we met beside it in the first time and the kept with all our memories and our feelings to be alive forever and tell all lovers about our love story. He swore to me by sailing at the seas and oceans to face all the difficulties and all monsters which live in the oceans or the seas. He swore he will face all the demos which live on all isolated island to look for at every place  which may be known or unknown to find the magic star which had fallen from the heaven when the moon was crying when the devil stole it’s light. He will bring this star to make it as necklace to express about his love to me. This necklace will light all the darkness to give the moon its smile again. He promised me I will wear this star around my neck In order to illuminate those nights and all the lovers see it in every place.

Sunday 4 January 2015

The escaping

Sometimes when we find the stress and the depression overcome our resistances we try to escape from our truth to our dreams just for escaping to create another wonderful life includes everything good and achieve our wishes which we miss in real life. Our dreams are just way create new space within our subconscious to find new events within our mind and our dreams. In these dreams we try to find happiness there, Just we try to create amazing colors like flowers and roses but in the most cases we find our dreams without colors just dark shadow which covers everything even our wishes, even in our dreams we can’t escape from screams and fears which make our dreams like nightmares which like our real life. From long time I didn’t get good dream for me maybe due over stress in my life which affected on all events which related to my dreams.

Saturday 3 January 2015

Imaginations

Just share me and imagine an image that includes the sea, the small fishing boat and a fishing net, you sit beside the sea on the beach alone, and you listen to those stories and tales among the sea, the boat and fishing net, just tales of strange things in the sea like Mermaid, which sits on a rock to sing during combing her hair or tales about the fishermen during the dark nights when they hear screams from the ghosts which live in the sinking ships or a fish has jewels in its abdomen from a sinking ship as the most beautiful stories and tales of the sea. Really  when I walk on the beach I like to find the sailors to ask them about their tale about the sea sometimes I find happy tale and sometimes I hear bad memories about the sea when this sailor lose someone in this sea.

Friday 2 January 2015

The happiness

The happiness is not in welfare and things luxury or even owns something which is highly expensive. The happiness in the simplest things to do what you love, don’t care about the others or even think you are poor man and you don’t have the money to buy those silly things, search about the peace with your soul, in this moment you will discover your way to your happiness, and we can find it in the children where they find their way to the happiness easily because their lives and their dreams of simple opposite of what we do our vehicle because we want everything we do not find in the end that happiness.Really in my child hood I still remember we can get the happiness with simple thing we do it by themselves but now we forget our way to the happiness.

Thursday 1 January 2015

The ghosts

Since childhood and I adore stories of ghosts, goblins and the Gin. Always I’m looking for those places that are rumored to its stories to visit it alone so I am thrilled always curiosities attract to discover this. I was subjected to this more than once and I have some of tales about with these creatures until I became feeling with them maybe due to my electromagnetic field which touches with their fields so I can feel or see them in certain moments and I can read ideas with some people so I lost many new friends when I told them about some secrets in their lives, I don't know how.But someone told me before I have partner and great partner and this partner who gives you this power and the feeling to feel with the others. Indeed I like this talent but I can’t control in it maybe regarding to my partner.