In my childhood I discovered the life, through my family in
my house where I can find the laughers, the happiness and the compassion in
their eyes, just when I look to my dad or my mom I can feel we live in the
heaven not in just simple house, also my friends we have fun together all the
times, before sleeping time I take my doll within my hug to talk with her tell
her what had happened all day, but when you find suddenly the black clothes ,
the sadness and the tears in the eyes of the family and find who loves
disappeared from the image I can’t believe that and I feel I live within
nightmare but actually I discovered this the first time to know the real life.
Tuesday, 30 December 2014
Monday, 29 December 2014
The challenge
I like the challenge of impossible. I like to do which there
is no anyone can do that. I like to be different with the others because I feel
I have the talent to do many things to satisfy my self-esteem. I know through
any adventure or critical decision I will face the risk which maybe great risk,
sometimes I like that when I hear the all say he’s crazy man to do that, Yes,
I'm crazy because I always like my dreams and I believe these dreams it’s signs
to guide me to do that. I can resist my fears to continue my challenge. Maybe
my soul pushes me to do that to find new values in my life and find the
happiness through this challenge. I hope to make all dreams to be real. I just
have my intelligence and my soul plus stick with hope and this is my secret
weapon.
Friday, 26 December 2014
Our Islam
Islam is celestial message was founded on the principle of
love, goodness, faith and good deeds and that all people are equal regardless
of color, race or place for that we are all sons of Adam and the difference
between one person and another is the good deeds good handling and the love of
Allah that is the true Islam although we find many Muslims understand Islam
with wrong way and think the core of Islam is Jihad and forget everything about
forgiveness and the mercy among the people. Islam has deep philosophy about how
we can choose our ways to the heaven through our dealings and our ability for
forgiveness and ask the people to forgive us. To find the way for humanity
through Islam in whole the world, if you hate Islam, Just think for a moment
and look for the truth even find it.
Thursday, 25 December 2014
The key
I
loved you baby and you do not know anything about my feelings toward to you. I
just keep with your love within my heart. I fly to your sky to ask Allah about
your love. I asked a wise man about your secret to win with your heart. He told
me that the key to your heart is a star luminous fell in the sea of love under
the crying of the moon due to your broken heart. He told me you can’t do
anything and advises me to forget you because the sky touches your heart and
I’m just simple human. So I will not be desperate and for you I will go into
all the perils and difficulties even to dedicate this star to your heart maybe
I can see your smile again and feel with my presence around you which give me
chance to be close to your heart. Maybe I find my love inside it.
Tuesday, 23 December 2014
In the future
The waiting in itself may be very difficult to wait someone
or just event in your life at least for me because I don’t like the surprise
and I don’t like to be reactive but I prefer to be proactive to take my chance
to take my time to think with deeply way and take my decision. But the destiny
doesn’t give us this chance to avoid the unknown. This event may be changing
your life completely maybe good maybe badly. You do not know what will happen
in the future which will make you in a state of tension. With your hand is
nothing to do except waiting for the actions of fate with you but at least pray
to Allah to give you the goodness.
Monday, 22 December 2014
On my way
I still wait you on the
way.I wait this day when you come to find me in the same place and my heart
fill of your feelings and my love. Actullay I have no anyone to hear me or
touch my heart like you. Here I'm alone without you just your words about my
love I still hear it within my heart. There is no one can understand my
sensations to wipe my tears like you. I prepared my bag which full of with your
love,memories and happiness. My bag like the heaven for me . It's just my world
and my dreams with you. When I open my bag I can see your features in
everything within my bag. I can smell your perfume and your flowers which bloom
everyday within my bag. When I open my bag I can see my future with you only. I
left my pains,sorrows and my past behind my back because you promised me you
will come back for me to take me from my hand to love's land to be together
forever. My heart everyday tell me that you will never give up me because I
live within you. Maybe I'm crazy to wait you all this time. Even my hair will
lose the golden color to be gray I will wait your returning. Here I will wait
the sun to rise for my love to tell me you will back again for me. I still wait
you from long time and really i close my eyes because if this is dream i like
to live in this dream forever my lovely
Just memories
Everyone has memories box may you keep with it in someplace
like me or maybe you keep with it within your mind to be top secret for you
forever. When I found my memories box I found it covered by dust but still my
memories alive within my mind. In my memories box I remembered those roses that
carry your perfume among pages of the book about love stories and remember when
we read these stories together to see your smile when I say I love you like
these stories, and I thought that our story will be a page in those books as
well as your letters and your kind words with warm feelings. When I opened my
memories box I feel I saw your eyes to tell me my heart fill of your love. I
still remember your smile to me when I tell you I love you my baby.
Sunday, 21 December 2014
A harmony with the nature
The harmony with the nature is very difficult
objective for anyone attempt to find the way to the nature. Many people
attempted to do that but unfortunately they failed because you need special
kind of communications to understand the harmony and the music which control in
every element within this nature even yourself. When your soul with high purity
and clear to interact with the nature its high level of communication with
elements of the nature which needs deep meditation to listen to every sound
comes around you, just close your eyes and sit without movement to exceed all
barriers between you and the nature, if you succeed in that you will hear the
voice of the birds like songs and the sound of the sea like a whispered. Your
soul will be like those birds will fly there in your sky and you will have the
wings which carries your soul into the clouds.
Saturday, 20 December 2014
The feast day
Although I’m not optimistic in the most times but sometimes I
feel with the optimism and I feel I’m extrovert man about this life so I will
advise you to think of every day as a feast day for you.It’s amazing feeling
when you wake up and find yourself is happy and need more happiness for you and
all people around you. Always wait the
sunrise to feel with its born attended those roses and flowers at that moment
ask about your family and your friends and just say I’m happy to share this
moment with you at the beginning of a new day. Just start with one feeling and
one sentence to say it to all (Good morning) it’s just simple sentence but it
will be as gift from you to all to spread the happiness around you because we
can decide this day will be wonderful day or bad day like the rest of life and
this our decision if we need changing our life
Friday, 19 December 2014
Just be a fighter
Our life is just a great battle we should face all the
enemies on its land to decide if we will live regarding to our wishes or we
will live in the darkness forever so should be a fighter. Be a knight and kill
your fears within your heart, just discover you have brave heart and you can
exclaim to find your way to the victor. Just accept the challenge to discover
your internal powers, just stand against your fear to fight it. Don’t cry or
scream because you can’t fight as a real man but you can do that if you believe
with your ability to be the winner and get the capture from your enemies and do
not be a coward afraid of any one attack you. Do not live a coward but make
your death be honorably because we all will die by the end so let all your
enemies know that you have brave heart and from now write one sentence on your
grave (Here this place for brave man) when you start your fight Use your mind
and your faith with yourself and be smart to be victorious Forever.
Thursday, 18 December 2014
Wednesday, 17 December 2014
My way
Every day I attempt to evaluate my performance in this life
and ask myself one question about I chose my right way or not. Every day I
discover I chose the wrong way and I can’t change it. Maybe I can’t because I
have many reasons I can consider it as milestone in my way to change. But
always I have my dream about my way in this life so I hope to find my way in
this life so like this gangway among the trees and flowers to smell its
perfumes in the early morning and the sun still shines with its golden light
with clear sky and white clouds. I’m not care if I will be alone in my way,
because I don’t want more pains or suffering in my way, but it is important to
find my dreams, because I will find the hope which lead me to my happiness and
my joys, such as those of the sun with its light at the end of the road.
Tuesday, 16 December 2014
A world of serenity
When I sit near to the sea I can feel with the horizon which
push me to find my way to it to release my soul to fly there so I like to sit
alone to find the convergent point there. Sometimes when I close our eyes we find
ourselves at the convergent point of the heaven and the land and my feeling
that I do not belong to the land and I will never back again to our lives on
the land, just I swim between the heaven and the land there near to this point
and the time stopped at this moment. Really I would like to stop the time
because I don’t want miss more lovers for me on the land so I feel I will the
secret there to avoid missing more lovers for me. Every one of us alone there
without friends or lovers just we wait to see the angels to ask them about our
destiny. In this moment we will become souls without bodies. We will feel alone
in a world of serenity.
Monday, 15 December 2014
Their eyes
Everyone maybe face some sadness in his childhood but if he
faced disaster in his childhood he can feels with the children more than the
others. Because this is our history and our experience with sadness we can’t
forget it by easy way so when you see this looking in the eyes of any child you
should know that he began to discover the life around him and this child passed
from his childhood to real life, the love, compassion Committee and the warm
feelings have disappeared around him and he will remember it like memories
about his childhood. Unfortunately this is the starting point for the grief,
the pains and injustice of those life he will see frown faces without smiles
and cruelty which fill of the hearts no mercy there. This is the life.
Sunday, 14 December 2014
To touch us
Indeed I missed many hands in my life especially my dad but I
feel he is still near to me and he can hear my prayers for him so In the life
of every one hands affectionate always we need it to touch us with the kindness
and love of it because we created to suffer from everything in this life and
all the times we face the stress and the depression. Sometime we can resist but
in many times we need hands to touch us to continue our life even the end.
Always we run away from our problems, our grief and pain to just feel with
safety among those hands compassionate. May be these hands for your dad, your
mom or your lover may still be alive and may be in the heaven or we miss him or
her, but when we feel we need those hands compassionate sure we will find it,
even if in our dreams.
Saturday, 13 December 2014
Children like angels
In
my childhood I remember the little girl was very beautiful and I felt this girl
like the angel because she was very sensitive and I remember my best wishes
just play with her or watch her smile. I did my best to be friend for her but I
failed to do that so the children like angels in everything because they have
hearts own pure feelings of innocent. They do not know lust or greed just they
know the love in their life and the smiles, the laughs and the happiness with
others. The meanings of the love for them is not just kisses or hugs or just
say I love you to make love with her. The children like angels, the love based
on longing and yearning for the other partner because he or she likes to be
very close to who feel with him or her only by happiness, just to create their
world from pure feelings to feel with pleasure and the joy so the children like
angels.
Friday, 12 December 2014
The reflection
Many friends think about my obsessed with flowers and roses
is trivial thing and I’m superficial because I like to write about my feelings
about my love for the flowers and the roses. Really now I’m not care about
their opinions because I created my world with my flowers only. Many people believe that who interested in
roses and flowers or keep with flowers at home or even some pictures about
roses on the walls in their houses to be human just to feel with the happiness.
Actually they don’t feel with the happiness around them, maybe it’s true but
this is not in all cases. I believe with
the positive power of roses and flowers to treat all cases of sadness and
depression just give you chance every day to meditate for 5 minutes or dedicate
some of these flowers to someone you love him or her sure you will find change
in your life because the roses and flowers are the gift from Allah and a source
of calm and rest the soul.
Thursday, 11 December 2014
Beside the mountains
I hope to spend the spring beside these mountains where I can
see the white tops which covered by snow which shines by the light of the sun
in the spring. In the spring I can discover new meanings for the life and
different aspects of the life which create the happiness within our hearts. In
the spring I can see a the flowers spread in the valley which become harmonious
colors with green lands which cover the valley and watching the sheep when they
eat and play together without any fears because the dogs guard them. In this valley I can see
in every direction specific beauty related to this place only. I feel
everything in the valley is happy because of the coming of spring. I can
breathe to fill my lungs with fresh air to feel with peace with my soul and my
heart. Here I can find new feelings to change my life to the better.
It's a beautiful
It is beautiful to live beside to the lake when you wake up
every day you can see from the window of your room this magnificent scene
spring breeze fills the place smell of the flowers and sitting next to the lake
among trees and listening to voices of the birds. I would like to find my
pleasure there near to the lake to watch the movements of the trees due to the
winds which let these trees dance together like children play together. Just meditate this wonderful scene to find the
peace to your mind. Afternoon get your hook to catch a big fish for dinner at
this place you will learn the patience. At this place you will find everything
is all serenity and happiness, it’s just dream for me.
Wednesday, 10 December 2014
Change the fate
Always I have a conviction and feeling that I will change the
fate of my life because I’m not happy and I feel I have chains around my neck
and I can’t find the space to breathe. I will do what I love. My soul told me
that someday you will find your dreams again to fly afar with wings of the
happiness. I will be free without instructions or restrictions of people. I
will have a new beginning for another place or new way from who causes the
pains, the sorrow and conquer. I have my embedded conceptual about that. I will start my new way to another world, the
whole love, happiness and freedom to the world of each of the inhabited
possesses the heart of the whole the love and the goodness and owns the
conscience of the change may be such Sailor in middle of the ocean.
Tuesday, 9 December 2014
Near to the river
Indeed
I have many dreams and I think I need living in many places in the same time I
don’t know how but I think my soul does that where it can imagine and fly to
all these places to find the pleasure there. I always dream that I would live
close to the trees and the river, In the early morning I will wake up about the
sounds of birds chirps around me in order to tell me I have a wonderful new day
to enjoy with the sun I will take my hook and my boat to go to the middle of
the river where I can watch the fishes when they play around my hook and see
the birds when they pick the fishes from the river to eat it. In the middle of
the river I can feel with the silence to find the chance to meditate the nature
and catch the fish during that I will follow the movements of the birds that
want to kidnap my fishes from me but I will not allow them to do that because
these fishes for my dinner and for my cats too. There I will find the peace
with my soul which I missed it from long time. It's lovely dream.
Monday, 8 December 2014
Alone on my seat
Every day I visit the garden to touch this old seat to
remember my memories with you on this old seat. On this old seat I sit to
remember you and found the tears fill of my eyes again. Beside this old seat
all flowers when see me wilt for my sadness because these flowers can feel with
my feelings my baby. Do you remember
this seat my baby. I still remember the first time when I sat close to you and
looking at your eyes to ask you about your name. Your arrow touched my heart
and every day I was waiting you near to see you. I still remember when I
touched your hand when I was sitting very close to you in order to tell you
about my love and see the light of your eyes and charming smile with shame,
which full of your face. Now the seat became empty without you just me alone
sit on this seat and touch your place with my hand to feel with your soul.
Unfortunately I don’t have anything except my memories with you my baby.
Sunday, 7 December 2014
Dreams of the childhood
In our childhood we had dreams like to be butterflies or
musician to create awesome tones such as those tones that we know on the old
piano in the garden I still remember that when me and my friends were playing
our music to spend some moments of the happiness and the pleasure. I still hear
our laughter and our smiles when we get some of moments of fun and dance on the
music of those melodies. Now my friends became as memories just old images
without colors just blurry images within my mind. I still keep only with the
old piano in the same place to visit it in the garden to touch its fingers and
hear its tones again to fill the place with the memories from my mind maybe
their souls hear these tones again and live here like a roses in the garden.
Saturday, 6 December 2014
I still wait
I do not find any one in my life to be my friend. Really I
haven’t real friend to give me the hope or listen to my complains about this life
except the night. Indeed the night is not physical friend for me but we have
some sort of communications to feel we are real friends. I like to meditate the
stars and the moon to tell it about my feelings. In every time the moon smiles
to tell me more love stories. The moon asks the stars to let me listening to
groans sweethearts throughout the ages and how much I loved love for the same,
but I still alone without lover within all these tales about the love. I do not
find still now the lover who can deserves my feelings and my heart or take me
to pass bridge of the love to the dreams land, but stars smile to me and draw
heart-shaped for giving me the hope someday my dreams will be true for me only.
Friday, 5 December 2014
His promise
He swore to me beside to this the rock which we met beside it
in the first time and the kept with all our memories and our feelings to be
alive forever and tell all lovers about our love story. He swore to me by
sailing at the seas and oceans to face all the difficulties and all monsters
which live in the oceans or the seas. He swore he will face all the demos which
live on all isolated island to look for at every place which may be known or unknown to find the
magic star which had fallen from the heaven when the moon was crying when the
devil stole it’s light. He will bring this star to make it as necklace to
express about his love to me. This necklace will light all the darkness to give
the moon its smile again. He promised me I will wear this star around my neck
In order to illuminate those nights and all the lovers see it in every place.
Beside the sea
In my teens I read and heard many romantic stories and novels
about the love which lives close to the sea. The lovers always sit beside to
the sea to learn the lessons of the adoration of the sea. Yes when I close to
the sea I can feel with change in my feelings because when I’m alone I can
remember my memories about my life which mostly sad memories. There I can see
many lovers alone and they look to the sea without reactions just look to the
sea. Always a moment of the sunset I sit
near to the sea on my favorite rock to remember the stories of the lovers and I
hope the sea gives me this chance to write my story too and finding who owns my
heart forever even that I will still waiting him forever.
Thursday, 4 December 2014
White angels
My love I miss you so much and I still have nostalgia to our
memories when we were together. I have the missing for your love when you were
still between my arms. I know this is
true you will never come back again to my warm hug, although my heart still
tell me one thing and repeat all the times because my heart resist this truth
and my heart believes with your emotions. My heart told me you will come back
again, In every moment I wait you because all my feelings miss you and my heart
still tell me don’t believe that, my mind refuse my wishes about your returning
and this gives me more sadness to live within my heart but I will do my heart
like as white angels to be like these white birds to fly in this sky to call
you to come back again for me. These white angels will be like my pure love to
search about you in all over the places and the skies or even on the isolated
islands and I will ask every creature in this world to tell you one message I
will die without you, my baby.
Wednesday, 3 December 2014
The butterfly
From my childhood I ask myself
many questions about the butterflies which fly around the flowers only. There
is no doubt that the life of a butterfly is very short but it is wonderful life
and the same time the butterfly is lucky because the butterfly spends its life
among flowers and roses, sometime I close my eyes to imagine myself like a
butterfly with amazing and sensitive wings and just fly from flower to another
to touch its leaflets and hear its song and the secrets about the life, so the
butterfly feels with what is beautiful and gorgeous colors with compatibility
and flowing perfume of those flowers as well as nectar which is the cause of
more beauty in our lives.
In the same place
My baby if you still remember our favorite place I will wait you
in the same place and the same table, I will never change my habits which
related to our love which give me good reason to wait you and continue my life
for my love. Always I will have special flower every day for you like last time
in this place when you decided to leave me without return when you decided to leave
my heart without reason. I can’t forget
this moment when you broke my heart without real reason but I know you will
never do that and my heart told she is angel and she will back to recovery
break my heart because we are one soul with two wings. My baby I can’t live
without my soul so I will wait you to give me the life again. My baby don’t
forget your promise me we will live together in our magic world on the moon, my
heart told me you will back again and I will wait you until my last day, even
my hair become gray I will wait you.
Tuesday, 2 December 2014
The meaning of happiness
The meaning of happiness for me like this little girl has a
wonderful smile sense of nature and fun for the happiness only, optimism fills
the eyes and her look of love for the future just without pains or sorrow, the
happiness like this little girl when she shares the others in everything to
find more happiness and pleasure to learn the adults how we can find our
happiness with others not with ourselves only, the children in my life are a
symbols or candles of the happiness that I can touch and feel it around me even
in the darkest nights in my life. Yes in every moment I search about the
happiness to escape from all stress and I can touch my beginning to this way
through their eyes which like a gate to another world I can find angels there
with me without worries or sorrows so I would like to spend the rest of my life
with them to see everything with clarity. Just pleasure and happiness. Just
dreams and wishes there with these children.
Among my ribs
I will dedicate my heart so that when I find
you, I still keep my emotions like the river runs to give you the life. My
feelings are pure like the snow without sins because I still keep with my
humanity. Baby I will dedicate the power which lives among my ribs which is my
pure heart created by hands of the angels of love is filled with emotions that
were not known before. So I have embedded conceptual about my love will be like
the heaven which we can live there with angels of love. Just search about me to
find all my sensations about the love but you should have the same heart to
find me within all people. I’m simple man but this man has a great heart like
angels. When you look at my eyes you will know me. I will wait you to give you
all these feelings to find your way to the happiness. In this moment you will
be my soul when you accept my heart.
Monday, 1 December 2014
Our pictures
My friend today when I search in my old things I found our
pictures. Indeed I meditated it for long time to remember many things which we
liked it and we lost it with many things like our innocence. Today I discovered
I missed many awesome things from our childhood but I still I have our
pictures. I found old album where I still keep with our pictures in our
childhood I still remember our memories when we found our way to happiness and
our dreams. In these pictures I found our smiles and your flower which you were
dedicating it for me every day to put this flower within my hair. Now I don’t
know anything about you and sure you will never read these words about our
memories but I still keep with your smile within my heart like these pictures
because I still remember our heaven. May be you still in this heaven with your
smiles and your flowers where you find your eternal happiness with your angels.
I know I left this heaven from long time to pass in my life through the hell. I
will not forget your pure heart when you touch my tears to remove the sadness
from eyes. Really I missed you from long
time but I still keep with my feelings when you meet me with your smile and
your eyes which were shining like crystals. I still remember when you run to
hold me to tell me in my ear. I missed you my friend. I’m here for you don’t
forget that and my heart will be for you forever.
The moon
I like to wait the moon when it
is full, because I feel that it is complete for me only. I think the moon
celebrates with me to feel me I’m here for you only not for anyone other. Maybe
the moon can touch my soul and feels with my feelings, just like we are in a
romantic meeting it shows in the best picture of it as well as I wear the most
beautiful what I have from clothes to see me like a queen. I wait the moon to
tell me (you are my best friend and my love forever) , In this night I feel the
moon very close to the earth to tell the moon everything about my broken heart
maybe the moon can feel with me and takes me one day there with it to live
within its heart like a great diamond to compensate me about my suffering
Forever.
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